im going to have to fight the unwillingness to do anything more and more often, and its just driving me crazy. i draw almost every day, and im afraid its all going to lead to an art block, and i dont need that — i still have debts. my dad always told me that the main thing is that you want to do it and you like it, and i listen to him. because if you do something you dont want to do, its going to turn out like complete crap. okay, im just trying to somehow fight loneliness. no matter who im talking to, i feel out of place? anyway, i dont know how to describe this, or the state im in as im writing all this. its either melancholy or just a lack of things to do. It will clearly pass with time. In the meantime, heres a spoiler for the halloween art and a silly meme

and, since we’re talking about loneliness, how are things going? i think i should interact here more often or something like that. plus, ill soon have 600 fans — crazy, right? i just hope youre doing well. take care of yourself. stay safe

p.s. its so awkward to write such melancholic posts, considering what i create and who i claim to be. but anyway, im still trying to preserve the image of a human who can rejoices and feels sad just like you all