One, two? Are you here? Great! Well, I finally have a rest, so I can tell you about everything that has happened to me lately. And so:

1. Well, I was thoroughly shaken up all that time. And, following @Aalasteir 's advice, I decided to watch a couple of relaxing videos about psychology and related to my problem, I even made a playlist with these videos and reviewed them every time (it was honestly VERY difficult for me to find a suitable video for me. I'm not going to watch videos where they speak "loudly" and speak with slang). I decided to clean up the table and make a little arrangement, and now it seems to me that I have more space now
2. As it turned out, I am too short-tempered and biased about some things. And I've been told about it more than once, so now I'm taking sedatives.
3. Now about my arts. Have you noticed that I draw all kinds of tin and so on, including ero-guro. And so... I'm NOT going to draw ero-guro anymore (recently I was almost kicked in the head for it). What about guro? I WILL draw guro (like yami kawaii, bloody battles, and a small dismemberment), but I will try to be more careful.
4. About "Lily's Cafe in Nevada". Our programmer had problems with his computer, so he had no way to continue working. And we had to postpone the update indefinitely (and we originally planned for the end of October). We can only hope that everything will be fine

Well, that's all I can tell you. And you know what? We already have 314 subscribers! Oh my God! I thought that I would only gain 100 in a year, but it turns out that it turned out better! I want to thank u all! Thanku for everything, for following me, supporting me and my art! Oh my God! You are the coolest! NewGrounds is the coolest, and everyone who is here! Really! I'm so damn grateful to u all! I'm going to cry from this..! I'll cry with happiness! Thanku all again for following my work!